Scarlett Johansson is finally talking about that incredibly raunchy “Saturday Night Live” vagina joke that Michael Che forced her husband, Colin Jost, to read live on air as she watched backstage. The Oscar nominee told InStyle magazine that “it was so vulgar” and “I just can’t believe that they went there.

Scarlett Johansson is weighing in on the Saturday Night Live joke from Colin Jost and Michael Che’s annual “joke swap” and says her Marvel character is dead for good. In a new interview, Johansson reflected on the dirty joke Che wrote for her significant other to read on the NBC late-night sketch show.

After the joke was delivered, the camera panned to Scarlett Johansson, who was backstage for the SNL episode. She called this moment “intense,” and it made her feel like she was going to “faint.” Johansson compared it to the movie To Catch a Predator.